I could totally relate to this song with all the things that happened recently.. ultimately i need to know because this crush has become an obsession..

Has it ever cross your mind when we’re hangin’,
Spending time girl,
Are we just friends, is there more, is there more,
See it’s a chance we’ve gotta take,
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last,
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone,
all that we can be, where this thing can go,
Am I crazy or falling in love,
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you,
Are you holding back, like the way I do,
Cause I’m tryin’, tryin’ to walk away
But I know this crush aint’ goin’ away, goin’ away

Why do I keep running from the truth,
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized,
And I just got to know

(David archuleta - Crush)

Kau membuat ku berantakan
Kau membuat ku tak karuan
Kau membuat ku tak berdaya
Kau menolakku acuhkan diriku

Bagaimana caranya untuk
Meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
Ku sadari ku tak sempurna
Ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan

Kau hancurkan aku dengan sikapmu
Tak sadarkah kau telah menyakitiku
Lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
Cinta ini membunuhku

Well I THINK SHE'S JUST NOT INTO ME haiz

It was amazing despite watching rerun of the season finale of prison break, i still teared bucket... The video he made was simply heart breaking...  I simply took my hat off for what Micheal Scoldfield did in the name of love. Love simply conquer its all. After years and 4 long seasons of dramas and twists and the highly dramatic love story of Sara and Micheal,  Prison Break drew to a close.... This show  in my view is the greatest drama I had seen.. It simply kicks ass.. While Sara and the others are finally freee, my freedom is going to end in 2 weeks.... On the bright note. it might be my final year in sch!!!! =)

Mothers seem to know best aren’t they. I hate it when mummy got things right and she rubbed it on your face saying I told you soooooo. My mum was against me playing soccer yesterday. She thinks it is ridiculous to travel all the way just to kick a ball. Of course, I went against her and I busted my left knee. I tripped and fell while attempting to make a turn to get round my marker. I crashed to the ground like Humpy Dumpty and I twisted my left knee as a result. Good riddance!!! Mummy knows best!!!!

It's 4a.m.. I can't sleep... I have been tossing around.. I showered for the 6th time today.. It has been freaking hot lately.. I wish I had my own flat so I can walk around naked. Okie that's kinda hot don't you think ;)
I figured out that I'm hungry so I ambitiously decided to whip up something. After much deliberation, having a soft sunny side up at this unearthly hour would be nice. The egg was brilliantly done except that I almost burnt the kitchen for the turning the wrong knob earlier. I swear the whole house was filled with gas that my mum woke up. Of course I got a ticking off by my mum for my fickle mind earlier, I should have asked her to bring back food for me. Perhaps roti prata would be nice since I have been craving a crispy soft one for several days. I swear I won't diet anymore. Eating bread with nutella for dinner turned out to a huge mistake.  It takes a lot of will power but I finally give up dieting!!!!
5 days to judgement day AND IM FREAKING OUT as each day draws closer....
I can only hope for the best =)
Ohhh great now I know why I couldn’t sleep in the first place...
I started the week with a sunny side up, hopefully may the week remains bright
 

A meaningful lesson to be learnt!!

Shoulder pads may come and go,
but a BFF is forever.
Because even when you are not sure where you headed,
it helps to know you are not  going there alone.
No one has all the answers,
and sometimes the best we can do is just apologise,
and let the past be the past.
Other times we need to look to the future,
and know that even when we think we had seen it all,
life can still surprises us and we can still surprise ourselves...
xoxo
gossip girl

i   need a life!!! I have  been spending toooo much time at home becoming a couch potato. hehe but Heroes, Prison Break and Gossip girl rocks. I need to exercise i guess the first words my army fren said to me was ehhhh budak gemok. yeah la whatever. i better get some life before school starts =D

Satu hari, CINTA dan KAWAN sedang berjalan2...
tiba-tiba, CINTA jatuh dalam telaga.
kenapa?

Kerana CINTA itu buta
Lalu KAWAN pun terjun dalam telaga.
kenapa?

Kerana KAWAN akan buat apa saja demi CINTA.
Di dalam telaga, CINTA hilang...
kenapa?

Kerana CINTA itu halus dan mudah hilang kalau tidak dijaga.
apatah lagi sukar untuk dicari di dalam telaga yg gelap.

Walaupun gelap, KAWAN tetap mencari CINTA...
kenapa?

Kerana KAWAN itu sejati dan akan kekal sebagai kawan.. kan kan...

So, hargailah KAWAN anda selagi kita rasa dia bererti...

Walaupun kita mempunyai teman yg istimewa,KAWAN masih setia

Walaupun kita mempunyai banyak harta, KAWAN tetap berharga..

Sayangilah KAWAN anda seperti teman2 anda yg lain..

Dan ucapkan sayang bukan hanya untuk kekasih.. tetapi juga untuk KAWAN anda...

Have you ever looked in the mirror and you can't seem to recognise the person on the reflection. I certainly have. I guess I can’t seem to recognise myself anymore. It's not about the weight issue but more of the soul within me. I have lost my soul. I lost my motivation in school. I can't seem to shift up my gear to my work. I haven’t been productive all semester. TIME CHECK: NOW IS ALREADY WEEK 10. Time certainly flies. I have been procrastinating and work is piling up. I’m paining my debt for my earlier procrastination. I have been soooo stressed with work that I seem to have forgotten how to smile. My spirits are further dampened by the poor result of my mass media midterm test. A fever resulted from the earlier bad news I had earlier. This result brings the dark cloud over and mars the result of my first A+ paper in university. The usual self doubt began to creep again. However,  I guess it’s a fair reflection of the semester. Well if you fail to prepare, you prepare to fail. One thing for sure, I have not been studying hard this semester. Despite taking tougher modules this semester, I didn’t step up at all. I could list down a million excuses but I had no one to blame but myself. I hope it is not too late but it is time to step up now! Weirdly I find solace after watching HMS 2 just minutes ago. I’m like the red devils of Man united. Write me off at your own peril. Watch my bounce-back-ability! Watch this space. This I promise you! (Btw promise is a big word!)

This song inspired me!!!

High school Musical 2 -  Everyday :

Once in a lifetime
means there’s no second chance
so I believe that you and me
should grab it while we can


Make it last forever
 and never give it back
It’s our turn, and I’m loving’ where we’re at
Because this moment’s really all we have


Everyday of our lives,
wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight
Gonna run While we’re young
and keep the faith


Everyday From right now,
gonna use our voices and scream out loud
Take my hand, together we will celebrate,
Oh, everyday.

Have you ever look yourself in the mirror and you can't seem to recognise the person on the reflection. I certainly have. I guess I cant seem to recognise myself anymore. It's not about the weight issue but more of the soul within me. I have lost my my drive. I lost my motivation in school. I can't seem to shift up my gear to my work. I have'nt been productive all semester. I have been procastinating and work is pilling up. Im payining my debt for my earlier procastination. I have been soooo stressed with work that I seem to have forgotten how to smile.

The Dunmanite Creed
Together you and I will leave As Distinctive Dunmanites,
Discerning in our choice of right from what is not,
Disciplined in mind, fitness and conduct,
 Daring to experiment and forge breakthroughs
and Determined to succeed in all that we do
As it is our Duty To serve and better our school, community and nation.